Here i'm dying of heat, it's really hard sometimes, like to fall asleep for example but hey, i'm not gonna complain since it is summer afterall. Still, it gives quite a shock to change seasons like that, so quickly.
Yeah chris sure is almost here, it feels strange, because now that it's only a few days, time has stopped again somehow and it feels long, although i say that but it will come before i realise it, i'm pretty excited, he's probably on his way to amsterdam now....
I saw flo yesterday, i decided that it would be better to face the problem now, rather than being paranoid and afraid everytime i went somewhere with chris. It went well and at least now he knows and at least i can relax about it a bit more. He's gonna come over tomorrow to say good-bye to my mum anyway so we'll see how he is then, after a few days... Oh well, i'm sure he's fine and now i did what i had to do so it's not really my problemo anymore.
that's pretty much about it, laurent just arrived from dallas until wednesday when they all leave. We're gonna have dinner tonight in some south west of france restaurant, that kind of food is sooo awesome although really really not recommended to fit into your fave jeans, but hey... he loves me for my interior beauty, right? (i love that excuse so much)
Anyway, i've been having a pretty good time, not doing anything mildly exciting, lot's of really boring tv, and sleeping quite a bit. Oh yeah, yesterday, i had a 1 hour long massage from head to toe done, oh my god, i felt like paris hilton, i should be ashamed but it felt so good that i don't give a manouf. I also had a little haircut, nothing to talk about really since it wasn't much at all but i feel a bit better about my hair now.